该走，该留？

I don't know should i leave
Maybe leave from 6 is good for my future,but if i leave, i had to have a huge responsibility to carry.
I know, this job is not easy for me, i know my capability, i scare i cannot take the challenge.
It's a lie to think that you are not good enough. It's a lie to think that you are not worth anything.
These words means a lot for me.
So,what m i scaring for??Who can lead me to the best way??
God? Family?Friends?
Not at all, is all by myself.
I just hope that, all things can come to an end as fast as possible.